Without being able to detect even your whereabouts, I was frightened by solitude
The dream that I cannot seize even though I want to, wavers<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Projected outside the window, In the rain that is continuing to fall,
is the piling up reality of unceasing tear-colours
Is this an expected and needed farewell?
The voice that can’t turn back even though I want it to, doesn’t get through. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Turning my back on the truth, a smile against my will
There are no responses to the tying words anymore <\/p>\n\n\n\n
The screamed feelings, going to be broken, don’t get through,
Please become aware of the reason for the heaped up tears and the masochism <\/p>\n\n\n\n
“I don’t need either vague love nor grief”
Drowned in sarcasm, the real intention was hidden
What was been made important will simply
Disappear, slipping through the gaps between my fingers<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The night of desperate desire, when I shivered in solitude
With about everything lost, I felt only lonely.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’m saved by the weakness of realizing that I can’t die
But please anyone tell me the meaning and reasons for living<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Calmly echoing is only the sound of the rain The 12am we appointed at has already passed <\/p>\n\n\n\n
The night of desperate desire, when I shivered in solitude
There are no responses to the tying words anymore<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The screamed feelings, going to be broken, don’t get through,
Please become aware of the reason for the heaped up tears and the masochism <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’m saved by the weakness of realizing that I can’t die
But please anyone tell me the meaning and reasons for living<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A second time can’t ever turn back anymore
Farewell, you whom I loved.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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