Maybe I\u2019m past the age of being afraid to call it \u201clove.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And still\u2026 it\u2019s not something I can say so easily.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When I\u2019m with you, everything feels calm and steady.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s not that overwhelming, heart-racing kind of feeling\u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s more like a quiet warmth, slowly spreading inside me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And yet, in the smallest moments, my emotions still catch me off guard.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The way you look when you\u2019re focused on work,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
the casual kindness in the things you say\u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I find myself noticing those little, ordinary moments\u2026 and they stay with me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I can\u2019t love the way I used to\u2014so straightforward, without hesitation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Now I see things more clearly\u2014your situation, mine, everything in between.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And because of that, I\u2019m a little afraid of changing what we have.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But I don\u2019t want to lose this.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Even if what we are is undefined, I still want this time with you to continue.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Maybe this is what love looks like now\u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n
not something driven by impulse,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
but something chosen, slowly and carefully, as it grows.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I can list all the reasons why I\u2019m drawn to you,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and yet, in the end\u2026 none of those reasons really matter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
If the day comes when you choose someone else,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019m not sure I\u2019ll be able to smile through it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But for now,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I just want to quietly hold onto this space beside you,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
for a little while longer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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