I used to think \u201ceverything happens for a reason\u201d was just something people say to feel better.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There are things that feel nothing but heavy and painful,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and breakups that don\u2019t make sense no matter how you look at them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Like loving someone so deeply, and still having it end.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Like going from being so close to suddenly feeling so far apart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I kept wondering,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cIs there really any meaning in this?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I know I\u2019m supposed to move on,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
but feelings don\u2019t sort themselves out that easily.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There are moments when memories come back out of nowhere,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and times when it still feels like we\u2019re somehow connected.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And still, even then.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
As a little time passes,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
there are moments when something quietly shifts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The feelings I only learned because of that love,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
the parts of myself I discovered because I met them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Not everything turned out the way I wanted,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
but it\u2019s not like it meant nothing either.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It feels too uncertain to call it completely over.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Maybe our paths will cross again someday,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
or maybe we\u2019ll just drift further apart, quietly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don\u2019t know which it will be yet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But for now,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don\u2019t think I have to force myself to forget,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
or pretend like it never happened.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The fact that I truly loved,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and the fact that I got hurt,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
both deserve to stay a part of me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Maybe I don\u2019t have to stop loving to move forward.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So maybe,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
even this moment isn\u2019t meaningless.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Maybe I\u2019m still in the middle of it,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
or maybe this is just one form of an ending.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Either way,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
this love is still leading me somewhere ahead.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Becoming stronger doesn\u2019t mean forgetting everything.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It means learning how to move forward, little by little,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
while still holding on to what was real.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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