Without being able to detect even your whereabouts, I was frightened by solitude
The dream that I cannot seize even though I want to, wavers

Projected outside the window, In the rain that is continuing to fall, 
is the piling up reality of unceasing tear-colours
Is this an expected and needed farewell? 
The voice that can’t turn back even though I want it to, doesn’t get through. 

Turning my back on the truth, a smile against my will
There are no responses to the tying words anymore 

The screamed feelings, going to be broken, don’t get through, 
Please become aware of the reason for the heaped up tears and the masochism 

“I don’t need either vague love nor grief”
Drowned in sarcasm, the real intention was hidden 
What was been made important will simply
Disappear, slipping through the gaps between my fingers

The night of desperate desire, when I shivered in solitude 
With about everything lost, I felt only lonely.

I’m saved by the weakness of realizing that I can’t die 
But please anyone tell me the meaning and reasons for living

Calmly echoing is only the sound of the rain The 12am we appointed at has already passed 

The night of desperate desire, when I shivered in solitude
There are no responses to the tying words anymore

The screamed feelings, going to be broken, don’t get through, 
Please become aware of the reason for the heaped up tears and the masochism 

I’m saved by the weakness of realizing that I can’t die 
But please anyone tell me the meaning and reasons for living

A second time can’t ever turn back anymore
Farewell, you whom I loved.

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難しい…と思う。マイメロ 案件ももちろんあるけど、未来に進む世界線もある！選択は自分です！！

お相手の幸せ？自分の未来？選択する事は難しいです。ですが..多次元の真実をお伝え致します。

奇跡は存在致します。

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