Every day, we live our lives as if everything is completely ordinary.

We take the train like we always do.
We go to school like we always do.
We go to work like we always do.

But even within that familiar “everyday,” accidents and unexpected events can happen.

If we could know, even just a little in advance, what might happen in the future…

I think most people would want to know.

To me, fortune-telling is not about “deciding the future.”

It is about exploring possibilities that we cannot see yet.

Sometimes, I see things behind a person that remind me of an accident or a major event.

Sometimes, it feels like what I would describe as a “line of death.”

Other times, I may have a strong feeling about a possible future—for example, that if things continue exactly as they are, the person may one day lose the ability to walk.

But these are not things that everyone can see.

And that is what makes this so difficult.

Sometimes, the fortune-teller you choose based on your intuition really does lead you to the answer you need.

But sometimes, they don’t.

Perhaps the real doorway to your future is somewhere completely different from the place you imagined.

Perhaps it is through meeting someone you never expected to meet.

I think it is extremely difficult for anyone to see the future exactly as it will unfold, with complete certainty.

So even if you listen to what I say and think,

“What is she even talking about?”

“Isn’t she just making this up?”

That’s okay with me.

You don’t have to believe everything I say.

I would be more than happy if you could simply listen with the thought,

“Maybe a world like that exists.”

That alone is enough for me.

And I believe that more people than we realize actually experience things they perceive as spiritual or intuitive.

I have quite a few clients who experience things like that themselves.

Especially in the idol industry, the entertainment industry, and the creative world.

The more visible you are, the more opportunities you have to attract different kinds of attention, emotions, and feelings from other people.

Being “noticed” is not necessarily a bad thing.

In fact, I believe it can be very important when you want people to know that you exist and to discover what you have to offer.

I also feel uncomfortable judging people based solely on their age.

Some people in their early forties may look much older than their actual age.

Others may look remarkably youthful.

Some people have a strongly feminine sensibility.

Others don’t.

And of course, the same can be said about men.

That is why I believe that gradually changing who you are right now can sometimes become the doorway to a future you cannot see yet.

So please feel free to talk to me about all kinds of things.

Of course, there will be people who feel that I am not the right person for them.

There may be people who would be better suited to someone else.

And perhaps that, too, is part of what fortune-telling is.

There is one more thing that I believe is important:

The timeline.

A future such as,

“I’ll meet this person on this exact day.”

or

“This will happen on this exact date.”

is not necessarily fixed.

It can change depending on your actions.

Your work that day.
The people around you.
Traffic and transportation.
Natural disasters.
The weather.

So many things can influence the future.

That is why timelines can shift.

But I don’t believe that means everything becomes meaningless.

The larger direction of your life—whether you will get married, or what kind of future you may ultimately move toward—doesn’t necessarily become a lie just because the timing changes.

And there is one thing I want you to remember more than anything else.

I am not the one who decides your future.

You are.

I absolutely believe that destiny exists.

But how you live that destiny,
where you go,
and what you choose—

in the end, you are the one who decides.

Please never forget that.

And sometimes I find myself wondering,

“How is everyone doing?”

“Are they okay?”

“What are they up to now?”

I have limits to what I can remember myself.

That is why I keep records of the things that matter.

Why do I keep records?

Because I believe that the information we leave behind can sometimes open the door to a completely new future.

Not only our memories, but also the data we leave behind can become a starting point for changing what comes next.

So I remember.

And I record.

And I want to continue doing fortune-telling while treating each and every one of those things with care.

To those I haven’t seen in a long time,
and to those who have continued to come see me—

I want to see you all again.

I’ll be waiting for you at Risa Room.

The future is not decided yet.

And that’s exactly why—

let’s explore it together.

See you again.

Bye-bye.

Until your heart feels clear again.
心晴れるまで

土屋梨沙